Laughing

So, I'm on my old laptop for the weekend. It's interesting. I've haven't been on it in over a year. Been using a desktop. The odd part is it's like it's an old part of my soul is in it. It's like opening a closed door of me. Like opening up me from even 4yrs ago. Well, the funny thing is that after updating my I-tunes, I went to listening my music. Actually one artist that I've been listening to on the desk top. And guess what my laptop did. It giggled at me. I started listening to James Blunt, and first song, and went to straight giggle. Why if I went and read my new blog, it would giggle and be amused. But it does declare this blog to be so much more easier that a real website. I logged in, and walked right into writing. No, copy-paste link to link and open new file and go here, and then after all that I get to write. No, I was already writing how my made my laptop giggle. And guess what else it's going to love. See, I am spelling laptop right, but was worried it had to be spelled with a B where the P is. And I even found another spelling mistake. But guess who doesn't have any more spelling mistakes in their journal/post/blog. Now grammar errors and nature of writing is still all me, but there has to be something that is me. And I can still smile that no spell-check can help with there vs. their vs. they're. But...spell check is nice.
I am still giggling. :). Life seems nice when it's fresh and stupid.
I don't know, but today seemed nice. So, pointless. So, giggly. I did have a panic attacked, but the who wouldn't with the economy. That which you fear seems to be increasingly feared.
Did I even tell you, I was once let go.
See-I am writing, freely, like my old website/journals. But seriously, I like typing on my laptop then that crappy desktop. But I have two layer desk. With the laptop, it's on the top layer, but with the desktop, it seemed easier to actually use the bottom layer. And I almost need my hands to be my level or higher.
Can I smile for no reason, because for some reason life needs to be free. I am sad...moopy. And with my laptop, it reminds me that me and sadness have a home, somewhere, but there is a home. Well, I am going to enjoy James Blunt...someday I will mable about what I want for Christmas, but while being sad, I just want it to go away and never show up........