High heals and martini part II-book.

"
Love you, hate you
Either would be selfish
We are a no-named idea
supposed to be lost & never to be
So, both ways i was selfish.
I knew your heart & torn it apart
The idea of us wasn't real enough.
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I'd say I've loved you
but that would be selfish
I broke your heart
& that I know.
We were meant to be separate
Two different wholes.
You there
& me here
I could be sad
but that would admit the truth
We were a we
& I didn't want that
I was weak, I was selfish
& I want to say 'I love you, too.'
"

High Heals and Martinis: Weddings

"Against all better judgement, I will love you back."

Lovers

Give me a thousands lifetimes, and I'd trade them all for one with you.

Desires

So, I want a guitar. Though, I want to first strum (or something) to it first to see if me and it agree. If I can't make a note with no training, what will training do, organized non-notes. He-he. Either way, I want a guitar.
I also want to write a book. Like Lucas Scott. It looked pretty, and I am kind of jealous. My idea of book writing is those with a stick up their butt who majored in only English Literature. Me, I fail English. Almost as bad as Ralph Wiggum, but only if you include spelling. He-he (don't you love spell check). But it was a full hard cover book. I have an idea for a book dedication, but I'll do that as a different post.
ps: love my cows:)

Cows

Kissum Kua and Kua:)

Not included is Kaloha, the Panda Bear. Kaloha was her personal name given by me.

If you want to understand her purpose visit here: http://www.kaykafepresskit.org/index.htm

But I will get you a picture of her.

High Heals and Martinis: Sci-Fi

If you could do it all again with what you know now, would you do it right. Or eventually find true love.